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突然想起來就去找了歌詞

高三時這首歌我每聽必哭
現在已經沒有什麼感覺了

也不知道自己對什麼還有感覺
這個暑假的前半段就無意識的在訪談和社團中度過


我承認我給自己很大的壓力
要把大三大四唸好
可是又怎樣
不知道沒考上國考要幹麻
也不知道考上了要幹麻

表面上說不在意內心卻填滿著極端的不安全感


反正我就是個軟弱沒抗壓性的人
大家都來同情我都來嘲笑我吧


我不會再哭了
避免受傷最好的方法
就是先讓自己的心死去
不再抱著希望不再相信一切


反正我永遠只是李惠婷
我永遠不會是我




【Reflection】

Music: Matthew Wilder　Lyrics: David Zippel

Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Ev'ry day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?